Letargy

Sometimes it is indeed difficult to keep the active pursuit in life. Friends, relationships, self-perception, and all that nice collage thereof cannot always be dealt with in a direct fashion. Here I am, found in the place, wherein I can only say that I got tired of trying in all the fronts. I'm not saying that I'm giving up either; however, I can't be proactive anymore. I can't bear this burden anymore. Thus, dear faithful reader, maybe now it's about a time to rethink the way we spend our energy into all kinds of pursuits that can, ultimately, lead into vanity indeed. I wish it would not happen. Thanks for your attention.